it has been so long i hav not posted anything here..haha...anyway...i changed school dis year to APIIT smart school. its ok...but i still miss all my friends in Sedaya though...hehe...the school is very big...it has its own swimming pool...i made some new friends there...urm...all of them reminds me of my classmates...today i studied maths,bm,sej,perdagangan,science,english..dats all can remember...haha...our class teacher is a malay woman..her name is pn.salamah...she is our science teacher...our maths teacher is half indian half chienese...so funny larhx...james tried to find our maths teacher he thought it was an indian teacher cause of his name,Mr Maden, n so he go find de indian male teacher...but de thing is he is very fair...haha..funny larhx...u should hav been there..

"I need you like a heart needs a beat
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue"

lets see...well it all started...when i asked "daddy" about y they dun lik me...and ya..he answered me..he said he like me as a friend...but the rest dun cuz...im 8...
den i started drawing diagrams cuz i couldn't understand wat was 8...beside 8 = pat..(in cantonese)in cantonese there are a few meaning...which im not reli sure about...rite back to the story..o..yeah...n den i asked him wat is '8' and he ask me to ask 'mom' but she say ask him...n de story goes on...until i got fed up..so i sleeped..n for ur inform it was ms chua's class...n she caught me...n she pulled my hair till i slam de table..n de books...cuz i was angry...n den it was KH...n well..wood went in ti my fingers...n its still pain...damn it..!!!!o.. well n, now my clothes are wet cuz i accidently spilled water....urgh.....n now all i jus wan to do is be EMUSU....

now in school....computer class...yesterday i was EMUSU...today that is right now half emusu and half xiaochinchin...duno why maybe because i have alot of project to do...like GEO and HISTORY....geo i have to do again....swt...damn angry...nobody told me that the fond must be 12 and it must be times roman...damn it....pissed.pissed.pissed.pissed........ahhhhhhhhh...now i fell abit better....oh yeah today is nuraini's birthday...so HAPPPY BIRTHDAY NURAINI...if you are reading this...my father doesnt let me update my journal so that's why i didn't update it for so long!!!!and now im writting alot.......

today i saw some aikido guy 'pro' doin akido stuffz.. it was really cool..and i hate this keyboard!!! and i ate sushi at the new bangsar shopping complex muahaha..it was really yummy...and the new shopping complex is really big!lalallalalala i dreamt that my dad was sleeping at home and saying ah wiwiwiwi

it's been a long time i havent write...no time...let's see today we did the pom-pom for green house and i found out that not all smart people are smart(jason)...and they had to ask wat are pom-poms...haiz...SMART....what else...o...yeah 'ruraini' told me something very funny....and made me call her lovergirl....hahahaha...i think that's about it...

today in school....i learned how 2 dance...jolin song hahaha...mei jin said i improved alot..hahaha...it took me 3 hrs to teach elizabeth the same DAMN steps.... ahhhhhhh~~~..but then when i came back my father bought me a bouqet of flowers...its really pwetty...it cost him around about RM50 ...he said it was nothing but when he saw that my sis who gave me a purple rose(not real) yesterday so he bought a bouqet...haha...so pretty..if i can i will take photo....so happy...oh well.. gud nite

happy valentines day everybody....today i received 3 + 1(not real) flowers...the(not real one)is from my sister...its in purple colour...my fav colour...and 3 cards...from my firends...

back from father's friend's house...followed him to deliver things...after tuition somemore...haiz..now tired...nothing much to say though....but i added more userpics...haha...now tired...very tired..havent revise anything yet for exam...
now:10.28p.m.
going to sleep..nitez....

today i was abit emo-ishing in school...over some small things....then rach,thara,nuraini and wern(dint help much though)were helping me to dont think negative thoughts...it help out abit except wern she sort of made a bit worst but at the end i was ok...tomorrow i have BM and Geo exam....nonono...im DOOM....DEAD....but not to worry i got tuition afterwards...hahaha...i can ask my teacher...haha...maybe later i will write somemore...oh yeah...my new nickname emusu(supposinly emo-su but i fell this is better)

now im so tired...this computer something wrong...when i edit my profile and save it, it says error...about 3 times....so tired... i nedd wern cher and rachel to help me..so...HELPPPPPPPPPPPP.......i have got nothing elso to write....nitez....